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you sound like you need a lad's night, actually several. if you know you feel worse in the evenings then meet up with mates or whatever until these feelings start to go and trust me they will. you know she's not at home crying over all of this so head up and don't let it affect your studies and friendships. 'bro's before ho's' and all that.
remember she has flaws like everyone else she's not as perfect as you make out. this makes me think that you don't know her THAT well.
I usually feel depressed at 7pm+, sometimes in the mornings...I know her pretty well...but I've only known here for a year..I know she has flaws..but....yeah..
i just think it would help to realize she's got flaws to make things look more rational for you. i don't think you could be mates with her with these feelings. i also don't think dating another girl would help. you need to concentrate on yourself, mates and school work. the 3 things that will be a foundation for your happy future. i know it's easy for people on the outside, but those are the opinions you should value the most as they can see what's really going on. have a chat with a close friend and see what they think.
Think I'm getting a little better..haven't been "super" dreppressed in almost a week for the first time..although every time I see her/think about her (which I dont try to!), I still get felings rushing up again..
Wierd though...she knows a little about my depression (i try not to tell her much about it..) but today she said that she's so happy as its her five month anniversary with her boy friend...is she trying to hurt me? She's not the kind of person to do that..but...
Anyways..I'm a little better than how i was last week! Which is good news I guess.
she's not trying to hurt you. you've hidden this from her so she'll be telling you this matter-of-fact.