sorry changed it. Same town.
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sorry changed it. Same town.
it is pretty obvious that you are depressed. and i do understand what cutting is all about...having control. what i don't understand is why you would send a picture of your cut wrists to your bf? i don't see any reason whatsoever that someone would do this other than to get attention or to try to control them (sound familiar?)
i'm not badmouthing you, just pointing out the way i see it. you need to do whatever it is you need to do to get better, but sending pictures like that to your bf is only hurting you. you are what you make yourself out to be to other people, so if you want to feel better about yourself, you need to believe in yourself. don't look to other people to fill these voids for you, because no one can do that...you need to do it for yourself.
I was so over come with guilt after I cut myself. Knowing I had failed myself and knowing I was annoying the shit out of him by crying. I didn't want him to be angry at me.
It wasn't about making him feel guilty or control him.
I don't know why I chose to show him that. I don't why I sent it as a text. It wasn't my wrist. I dunno. I feel like a relationship and a person I cared about is completely destroyed by a lack of communication. Which I feel ironic because I thought I was being open.
No, but most of us just like having someone there to cuddle with, so that we feel cozy and safe ^_^