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I know this does not excuse what horrible crime I committed but I believe he was in the wrong more than me. He was the one that created these feelings in me by being so helpful, nice, caring, gentlemanly etc. If he did not, there was no way I would have fallen for him no matter how well we got along.
Please don't make this even worse by picturing yourself as some victim. You damn well knew he had a girlfriend and you chose to ignore that fact and continued to volunteer to try and make him like you as much as you like him. Don't deny that it just makes you appear even more dubious.