Originally Posted by
TheCherryOnTop
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Well... things are getting weird. I'm a hurricane of indefinable feelings. He hasn't called yet and I wonder if he will, and what would he tell me if he does, and what would I answer, and what do we do now? You know, when we see each other. We just say hello?
I'm also torn between, for one side, how much I liked it and how I would do it again. We were both conscious and well... we had time to regret it or back away but we didn't. BUT he's a great friend, and I don't know if he wants this to become serious - and I bet he doesn't. I'm almost sure he doesn't. Does that make me sad, do I really want it? I don't know yet. But I arrived to one important conclusion: I'm not gonna lie to myself. If I fall in love but he just wants to be friends with bens (I guess we are now in that category), I'm gonna stop it and just be friends.
I know I'm complicating things, but well, I do it when there's no real need to complicate things. Now that there is, pffew!