I dont know if i can believe you. cause you put a lot of excuses to make it sound like you are a poor guy with issues.
aNd i think its stupid that people even drink, cause you do stuff that you normally wont do.
and as a girl you may be a target for bad guys for them to rape or force you into shit you dont like.
So she drinking and being drunk is stupid of hers.
And why would you even **** her while she is drunk, knowing she is may not be fully there.
I think you botch r sick people! She have a very dark fantasy to drug you?!! And all you response is with a laugh?
That bitch is ****ed up in her mind and whole life. I think if it really did happen like that , that ****ed up that she is, she
may have plan all of this as a part of one more fantasy bullshit.
Or she did not aspect you to go sexual with her while she is drunk.
But at the end i think you both need special help. cause its not okay the way you both deal with sex and have sick fantasy.
and that drug can kill you 2. and how can you say to her you tough it was part of her fantasy? dude you are sick.
Lesson leurned stop drinking and get help! And seek God for real!