I think this forum is being a bit to harsh on you. If you wanna be with her you should go for her. If you don't wanna be with her then leave her alone. BUT it'll take more then just making up with her to make the relationship work. You should stop playing games, grow up and learn to respect each other feelings. Just because you had a fairy-tail start with your relationship doesn't mean that it's going to end like one. I think the failure of your relationship is due the fact that you and your girlfriend aren't mature enough. And if you wanna make the relationship work with your ex-girlfriend or any girl in the future your going to have to work on that. It worries me that you at one point thought you where ready for marriage, while you are obviously not even ready for an adult relationship. And this comes from an 19 year old girl....just saying