I understand you want to meet her.
However, dating and a relationship doesn't start until you meet someone. Anything that transpires virtually in advance is just pure fantasy.
For you to say you love someone you've never met, and want to marry a stranger is concerning.
Again, I know you're hurting from the divorce and trying to cling to someone, anyone, but a girl half your age living in another country that you've never met isn't it.
I think I could view this a little more optimistically if the whole thing wasn't irrational. She doesn't want to meet you, and you're convinced you want to spend your life with her.
Think about how that sounds to someone outside looking in...