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This is where I am having a hard time, I still deeply love him and I see hints from him that he loves me. I have really no other friends other then him, and I dont even know how to drive so I am pretty much confined to my parents house doing online school.
OP: I think you should stop dating all together until you've made a life that you're happy with without a man. You need to be happy and fulfilled in your own skin before you'll ever be able to make someone else happy. Making a man your whole life, putting that burden on him is a heavy load to expect someone to bear.