So here comes the UPDATE:
Before the date I messaged her and said if we are going to sit next to river might as well go for a swim but she replied that probably won't swim this time. Also, she wanted to meet at 7 o'clock what is an hour later than the time she previously mentioned to which I replied that 6 would be a better time for me and she agreed. Didn't tell her this but I don't like to meet so late since important things first.
I was waiting for her at the usual meeting place and she was few minutes late but I didn't recognize her first few seconds after seeing her since this time she had makeup and she was dressed for business.
So we went to the river and I noticed that she had only a small handbag - it was too suspicious cause I was sure there couldn't fit a blanket. So I figured she didn't want to take one with her to which she agreed(before she said that she forgot). Despite that previously that was her date idea to chill on a blanket. That's where I caught here where she is full of shit. Anyway, we sit on a bench and talked and after few minutes I suggested to go sit in a grass so we went to sit on a grass and I was laying down sometimes. We spoke for a few hours and really talked things out, talked about important stuff. I asked her how much she believes in God and surprisingly she was more faithful than expected since she prayed every night. Also, she figured out right that for me religion is more important than relationships now since I seem pretty quiet but when it comes to faith that's where I really open up and talk a lot.
Also, she friend zoned me again lol. Said she first want to be friends and then go from there since she doesn't feel the spark and felt only a little of it at the beginning. We talked how different we are and how different our interests are and topics we want to talk about. She more into politics and weddings but I'm more into computers and crypto.
The problem that I mention is that we were talking about her topics where she is strong and that I haven't been talking about my interests because my interests are weird and she wouldn't understand them if I started to talk about them. She said its okay that I can talk about them. Anyway happens that she was kinda inviting me to prom with her friends but I responded that I don't dance. Back then I was thinking she asks If planned to go on my own cause she didn't invite me directly. I told her that I can't read minds or something like that.
Also, she said that she wants to know me better and that she gets a lot of attention at the weddings(when she organizes them) but she is not interested in it since she likes to take things slow.
I said that it would be a lot of friends cause so far I couldn't be friends with any girls I dated and that they weren't so interested in me. Also about 4 years ago, I was thinking that it's easy to find GF but hard to find a girl that could also be a friend.
I was getting darker and colder so I suggested we start moving. Overall I think we talked very well and she said thanks for the talk several times when we said goodbyes and later when she texted me. But at the end of the date when she said thanks, I said thanks too but she started to laugh what wasn't nice laughter what I heard on the date but it seemed like she was laughing about me and I asked what she taught about to what she answered that she so openly told everything. We hugged and I pressed her towards me - I like to feel her large breasts pressing against me but I never told her that, just saying that we hugging friendly lol.
Anyway, I had a bad feeling about that laughter cause I figured she laughed because she friend zoned me but I said thanks for the talk. Later when she texted me I bring this up and she said it wasn't meant evil, that she laughs often. I ignored it and replied have a nice night. It was 53 minutes ago and she hasn't replied yet, but whatever, it's never gonna be perfect.