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He wont win, fact. The only way a court in this country would take a child away from their mother is if they were in danger. The fact that I have a good job, my own house and my son is in a very stable place right now, whereas my ex is very much struggling with debt and his - i'll call it- history, its just a matter of course..he's just being a prick trying to make things awkward and difficult.
It rained last night and I left my deck chair pillows out...
Pretty sure the end is near.
I'm dying inside. I feel like I'm dying.
Why can't I just have one constant in my life besides myself? Why the fcuk do I have to keep picking up and moving on like this? With my dad, my relationships, my life? Why does it feel like someone is trying to rip my heart out through my chest? Why do I always have to lose? Why do I have to be sad over this? Why does this hurt so fcuking much?
I want to curl up and hide away from everything. I want to feel nothing. I want to be invisible. I'm tired of hurting.
I'm tired. And I need my mother. She's the only person in my life who can ease my pain without saying a word. I want to be a little girl again and I want to cry until I can't breathe.
What's wrong lahna? Can we help?Quote:
Originally Posted by lahnnabell [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
No, you can't. Not really anyway. But you can read my insane ramblings as I deal with the pain of having to give up the person I love in 3 weeks time.Quote:
Originally Posted by Mishanya [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
But thank you. :(
O that sucks. Is the bf going to NY?... Have you thought maybe this was the chance you've been waiting for, and all the bumps along the way ultimately lead to a new future for you. When your bf is gone, and you're single again, this would be the constant you've been wanting. Focus 100% on the new managerial position.
I'm really sorry to hear you're struggling. If you need help...Quote:
Originally Posted by lahnnabell [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
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Your "wit" isn't appropriate, or appreciated as often as you think it is.Quote:
Originally Posted by hurt_confuzd [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Yeh, this one wasnt funny.Quote:
Originally Posted by hurt_confuzd [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
I move house in a week, no matter how many boxes i pack it never seems to make an impact. I knew i had loads of stuff, but this is ridiculous.
oh **** i just cut my thumb so bad and this ****er is bleeding like hell!!how to stop ittttttt
yeah lahnna, let us keep your mind preoccupied and entertain you!
@petit: hows your thumb now? hope its ok!
I stopped the bleeding but anyway i'm surprised how stupid thumb can bleed so bad. Hahahahaha I just washed blood drops from the kitchen, it looked like someone got stabbed there :D
hehe. what were you cutting anyway? the other day I cut my finger cutting bell peppers. bloody mess :P
I was preparing a mixing machine to mix some bananas and mango and of course I was so stupid that without any thing I've hold the sharp piece like it was a pillow. I still need to wash it now... Hope I won't cut myself anymore :)
But this son of a bitch was sharp as hell, it got so deep in my thumb like in a butter.
take care next time :)
anyway I am annoyed by dads new girlfriend and mom not doing anything about it. aah, why can't she just leave him?