Why is everything about finding a guy?? Stop looking and one will come to you! Focus on YOU, on school/work, and becoming successful. Maybe take this single time to work on your self esteem and your confidence. If you do all this, someone will notice you, and someone will come along. I know many ugly people in relationships, but they're looks are the only thing ugly about them. Your personality (based on how you present yourself on this forum) is just as ugly as you claim your looks to be. If you don't want the world to be so focused on looks, then maybe YOU should stop focusing on them.