I am trying my best..but it's so hard... Sometimes I do feel much better and really think he's and stupid a**hole and I get mad at him and fell like I am really worth so much more
But then there are also times like now, when I just can't help it and I am totally overwhelmed with all the beautiful memories we had together and keep wondering what he's doing and keep stalking him and his ex online to find any evidence of them getting back together. I mean if at least know something for sure I could just move on.
But he said he would definitely tell me if he got back together with her.
Maybe he just partied way to hard last nigh (was supposed to be one of his friends b-day) and is simply sleeping off his hangover now... And this whole nonsense is just in my head.
Anyways, I wrote a letter to a psychologist, hopefully she can offer some insight or something... I really need some serious help I think...
How are you holding up so far? How was your daughter's prom?