Confession

heres a confusion for you.... just read my newest journal entry..... the fun loving necrid shows his true colors........

... yup... guess you are...

You want complicated and prob. something you can realte too, if you can understand it. Read some of my older darker poems. These poems are like the darkness climbing into the depths of your soul and raping your heart from both yourself and humanity.

but you are going there anymore are you Innova?

We've talked about this hon!!

keep smiling....

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yeah getting better and I'm sry jane for snaping at you.... I was just really hating life and myself and the people trying to help me......

I'm sry people but I'll be leaving for abit, I'll be on the forum but you'll get little response from me... the most I'll do is post pics for my bubz and halla...

later..

Nec you are a good guy...just hang in there and try and do what I suggested...please.
or any of us have....

I'd like to see the charm back in bud Nec!

sry bubz the charm is gone till I get by this.... I could force the charm out but then it would have no heart to it...:bored: :bored:

To Ken:
Sorry Ken. Looks like another one of us is gone to being depressed.

To Nec:
Chin up, kid. Chin up.

Alexi

i have to agree... i think that a lot of relationships are a waste of time. call it being pessimistic or whatever you want to but don't you feel that more problems seemingly arise from relationships?? just live the single life till someone really good comes along. raverboy

Raverboy-staying single is great...no bullshit.

No getting hurt-right? I've built walls around this heart like Fort Knox. But after so many years something happens and you realize its ok to open up...you have to take risks now and then.

Someone special does come along and its worth letting them through the gates...

you just need to learn when to get out...and hopefully by then you will have learned or at the least know what you want or dont want! If they dont do it for you-BAIL! You have control of where you want your life to go! Take it in a better direction!

Just take the quote from the game where your name comes from, "Necrid was seriously wounded, but the soul still burns."

Oh Necrid!!

The only thing I can say is that I can relate. A few years back I went into a depression because I wasn't happy with anything that went on in my life. I know you can pull through this, so just remember that we care and there will always be someone that cares.

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well guess what guys and girls *namely Fawn ;) * I'm better, as better I can be atlest. So feel better Necrid is back and with a vengence :baby: jk

I'm lost lol? :P

If you are feelin better though....I'm happy for ya. :)

well bub, I'm not supose to make sense and that all you need to know about me :evil: