Depression

Okay. :lol:

For me its sometimes. But when it comes around its real bad. It lasts for a few days if not just a day. Like today. I couldnt stop crying and people were inviting me places and i was ****ing up everything. Tomorrow i have a 12 hour shift at work so i wont have time to think of anything but serving drinks. Tomorrow looks more promiseing lol

I dont think im depressed. However when the sun goes down I do get lonely, but being lonesome isn't relly depression is it? It's just been so long... 4 years since I've even touched/been touched by a woman. Woe is me.... lol