Good attitude. And do not forget that it is possible to find love with somebody else, unfortunately you got caught early when the majority of guys are young, immature, selfish assholes (me included).
How are those weeknights when just the two of you are laying in bed next to each other with each of your side lamps on reading the paper or something? It must take alot of self control to not want to pull a knife out of your side drawer and stab him in the face