He's apologized for all we have been through but I know that he has to regain my trust. I made up my mind that I wasnt going to let it hurt me and dwell on it. Im going to do what I want to do and if I meet someone I really like in the process then he just up against it. I do love him because on one hand he is sweet and loving and he will do anything for me. Anything. But he dont know how to love me, maybe it was his upbringing. I dont know. But I dont have time to figure it out. People call women stupid all day long and I know that unless you are in that womans shoes you never know. A man can make a woman feel high, like she floating on air and he can also make a woman feel real low, if she lets him. I dont let him so he can do what he do. Im the best he ever had. I dont feel like anyone can tell us any diff, it is what it is. If he really lost me, he would lose himself.
Whoa! I cant believe I told my business like that, its our secret...ok? Lol.