Originally Posted by iamfeelingsad
Hey guys,I guess I screwed up everything. As you all know, I called him and we talked like friends for a while, everything was fine, then I pop the question whether he wanna get back. I sent him a e-mail he never wrote back so i decided to call him. He wouldnt answer my phone, I tried like 10 times finally he answered the phone.He sounded so pissed off and cold, he said it's OVERRR, he's ready to move on. He said he doesnt wanna go through all these again, and he doesnt wanna date anybody, he even said he's never gonna get married! I told him I love him, he said i'm just lonely right now, i'll be fine in 2 months. He said didnt you say you feel relieved after we broke up? That's it, it's over. I started begging him without even realizing that. Anyway, in the end i was crying and calling him a jerk, he seemed like he just wanna end the conversation, he said we should never see each other again, never talk on the phone and never e-mail each other. I was crying and crying, i said maybe we're both pissed right now,we should wait till we cool down and see how things work. I said i wont call him until next semester, which is Jan next year. And I said dont jump into any relationship before that. He said he doesnt wanna date anybody for a long time, then he agreed to talk again next year.
Now i feel like a piece of sh**, i think he hates me and i hate myself too. I feel so humiliated, but i just cant imagine loosing him. I feel like i'm going crazy, What should i do? Why he suddenly hates me so much?