Oh its dramatic alright! Part of the fun that is though, she will be 30 on Dec 10th. Nope she is not overweight at all and she is absolutely stunning! Though she doesn't recognise this and will sometimes say she is fat (I know a lot of girls do this though) she gets jealous of younger girls bodies. She says 'gosh, you must think I'm so fat when we are stripped down, and the funny thing is I'm not skinny, a little chubby but I don't care cos that's me, I'm not fat at all, but not toned - and she tells me I have a perfect body, and everything about me is so perfect! She thinks everyone will fancy me, even once said my counsellor - whom she has never met and is in her 60s. She was flicking through some photos of the ex who is also pretty, a colombian girl; and said to me 'after her why have you downgraded and gone for a second hand model?'
I couldn't believe she said it! This was just after we had an amazing intimate moment and we were laying in bed together. She has no reason to be insecure I find her so attractive, obviously that was the initial attraction right there, I just thought I've got to get this girl! Then we got on so well and she does have a unique, cool personality and I find her dry/blunt sense of humour great unlike anyone I'd ever met and that sealed the deal for me, she told me the same about me, that I am different and not like other men. We are complete opposites but that is what have made things so interesting and we have a great time chatting, just great everything, thats why we fell in love. A couple of dates down the line she started telling me about her issues. She just thinks that she is not good enough. She tells me her mother said that when she was younger - So I think some of it stems from that.
I suppose why I am asking for so much advice is because I've had experience with many girls but never been with someone like this.
I want to try talk...just ring or text and say I need to talk to you? Then again I was thinking wait till the 10th to do this, when there is all good reason for calling as its her birthday and after she's received my gifts. That way she'll be in a good mood, at least I hope. It would prob annoy me if I tried today and she didn't answer or told me she didn't want to talk.
She's so scared of turning 30 so I'll have that to contend with too. I'm 30 next year, doesn't bother me one bit.... I notice you are Latvian mate. I'm British, maybe you could shed some light on these easter european ladies! First time I've dated one!