well this is how i look at things, instead of worrying about what you don't have in life, why not concentrate of what you have. instead of feeling bad and depressed all the time, learn to love life and life it day to day. you'll never know when it will end nor what tomorrow will bring. that's my take on it, "live for the moment"
as for your picture, it's a very nice picture. your body is tight and that is something that YOU should be happy for. it takes a lot of working out to get a nice body.
raverboy