LOL he's buggered then isn't he. I am doing him a favour.. he's bloody lucky to have me. lol that's the kind of humour we have between one another. I'm actually lucky to have him.. but I'd never EVER admit it to him.
My demands are that he doesn't always meet my demands. All of my other boyfriends did.. they worshipped the ground I walked on, would do anything for me, were clingy and protective.. and it just pissed me off. It's where the phrase 'treat em mean, keep em keen' comes into play. He doesn't always let me have my own way and doesn't always put me first. And to tell you the truth.. that's what I need to be kept under the thumb, because I will walk all over most guys.
The reason I won't walk all over him is because he hasn't smothered me. He knows I'm a flirt, and through accepting it.. I have stopped flirting. I mean I have honest to god stopped.. and I only realised it the other day lol. It made me giggle.
Also.. I know.. if I cheat.. and he finds out.. I know we'll finish. He'd never have me back. I knew my other boyfriends would have. Even if he would have me back, I wouldn't want to spoil our relationship because, for once, I actually respect and enjoy every moment we're together.
We just.. click though. I can't explain it. He annoys the **** out of me sometimes.. but argh.. it makes me like him even more.
I honestly cannot explain it.. it's like the chemistry is incredible.. we are ridiculously similar.. only differing in the fact that hes more liberal and more relaxed than I am. And we just.. get on really, really well. I've had several long term relationships and this is just.. different.