My aching heart...

I can't believe it.... Its over... for good...

We've broken up several times before, but he always came back. This time, I broke up with him and I don't think I will accept him back in my life again (well, other then as a friend eventually).

After being so unhappy for so long, I've made that decision. Even my parents think that I've changed for the worse. I won't even go out and do anything anymore.

My heart is broken because I care about him so much. I just can't go on living this way anymore. All I want to do is cry!

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Girls are strange. Why you broke up with him if you want to be with him?

I broke up with him because I'm not happy. Our relationship has dwindled down to nothing. I never see him, we never go out and I stress all the time over him. Its just not right anymore. I want to be happy!

aw i'm sorry fawn. things will get better.

Thx Misombra. I really hope so. :(

You'll be ok Fawn..You're doing the right thing..Your happiness is more important and i wish you the best.

Time will take care of you, sweetie. Just keep in mind that this feeling is only temporary and will pass.

I wish these awful feelings would just go away! t hurts so much!

Aww thats so sad you broke up maybe in time you will be better without him. How long were you together. It must have been stressful havin and of and on relationship. Fawn Hopeful when you are ready to move on the next relationship will be better

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I wish these awful feelings would just go away! t hurts so much!

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Hurt hurts.

I feel for ya.

I'll make a great big happyshake as tribute to you!

Sami: I'm completely stressed out and I go from being fine to crying my eyes out! I was with him for 1year 3 1/2 months. This has been the longest relationship I've ever been in. It deffinitly kills.

Fras: Can I have some of that Happyshake? lol! Sounds really good right now.

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I broke up with him because I'm not happy. Our relationship has dwindled down to nothing. I never see him, we never go out and I stress all the time over him. Its just not right anymore. I want to be happy!

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If I understand you right, then you should see that its the society and moral what is keeping you off. Forget it. I mean, stress comes with something, but turn that something to something else. Forget other people.


Actually people cannot see how much this world, this society with all those difficult messy systems is making our own life so difficult that it almost ruins it. And what is the worse, in those systems, man can not live without causing problems to others, those nice systems created parasitismus.

I mean, there's got to be a reason why you don't see each other. Something causes those limitations, but sometimes those limitations are just created from fake moral what comes with those messy systems what try to drive our life.

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This time, I broke up with him and I don't think I will accept him back in my life again (well, other then as a friend eventually).

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Ugh. What a mistake. Get this guy out of your life for good. He is poison on your existance. Everything about him sucks. Why would you willinging still be a friend to someone like this who has caused you so much pain?

Sorry Fawn!

as was said on bet man the movie

'why do we fall down?... so we can pick ourselves up again!'

hope u feel better soon!

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as was said on bet man the movie

'why do we fall down?... so we can pick ourselves up again!'

hope u feel better soon!

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exactly...Fawn, think about the freedom you'll enjoy now...the posibilities are endless!

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why do we fall down?... so we can pick ourselves up again!'

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Not if you break your neck.

Thanks all.
Its only been a few days since it happened, but I'm trying to take this as best as possible. Its hard not being able to talk to him. I want to, but I know it won't help any of the healing process. Thanks Again.