Well.. guess this is it....

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22-03-04, 09:05 AM
jane

Well.. guess this is it....

After this week... I am taking some time off..

I am going snowboarding for the last time this coming weekend and then I am heading home to Vermont for a few days... I am missing my father and my friends and well.... I guess I just think that right now.. I need to be surrounded by people that love me. My self esteem is shot.. I am completely insecure and I have never felt more alone then I do right now.

I have cried more in the past few weeks then in my whole life and I feel like right now I need to make a change or life as I know it will be forever like this.

I feel like I have been dumped by the world?? crazy isnt it?
22-03-04, 09:10 AM
Innova

Sweetheart, just remember what I said...ok?

I hope everything becomes better soon...
22-03-04, 12:12 PM
sfalexi

Hey jane. I hope things get better. If you ever need words of advice or just kindness, you know one of the many places to look.
22-03-04, 12:48 PM
jane

:D .. feels good to have friends. Thanks fellas!
22-03-04, 01:35 PM
Ironliftr3

Though I haven't been here long, it's obvious that you have plenty of friends here who care . And I include myself what I say lots of people who have a great deal or respect for you. Good luck!
22-03-04, 01:37 PM
jane

thanks Iron.. now I know what Squir see's in ya.. ;)
22-03-04, 03:16 PM
Illusional

*buys a round*

this one is on me. raverboy
22-03-04, 07:10 PM
squirrley

Jane: You have been the center of this place and God only knows the "rock" to many people here and elsewhere. YOU were the reason I stayed in this forum. My first and only because of you.

We have had SO many great times here and out and SO many laughs just too many to count. You are a great person and I wish you only but the best in life and what it has to offer. You deserve it girl. And remember what I said..."It will happen..."

I support your decision 100%. I am behind you in these times and those to come. You will find happiness and peace. We have been through so much in our lives, experiences, trials and tribulations that have made us stronger. And I know this time for you right now you will get past. I am happy you are going back home. Just remember you will ALWAYS have the support and friends here.

You are a wonderful person Jane. I know this isnt goodbye for you...you will be back...you'd miss me too much and sure as hell know I'd miss you too much. Have a great time snowboarding girl!

Just know sweetie-you are loved by a lot of people.

I love ya girl...
24-03-04, 06:31 AM
Necrid

now jane luv, if you do that I'm going to go crazy.... I'd miss you too much :sad2: :sad2:

but if your feeling better ^_^!!! yay!!!!!!!! more power to you !!!

if not go have some fun and find a good bf and get laid :D
24-03-04, 09:49 AM
jane

Quote:

Originally posted by Illusional
*buys a round*

this one is on me. raverboy

thanks for the beer.. i am sure I am gunna be doing that for awhile.. ;)
24-03-04, 01:27 PM
Ironliftr3

Quote:

Originally posted by Necrid

if not go have some fun and find a good bf and get laid :D

Forget the BF...relationships are nothing but trouble....just go get laid! Think of Nec and me while you're doing it......
24-03-04, 02:31 PM
Innova

*looks up, closes eyes and smacks head*
24-03-04, 06:00 PM
squirrley

oh I dont think he meant to leave you out Innova....

I'm sure Ms. Jane would rather have you as her side kick...:D
24-03-04, 06:27 PM
Ironliftr3

Hell no...the more the merier...we've got pleny of lovin' for Miss Jane......
24-03-04, 07:11 PM
squirrley

you are a "sex pistol" arent you???
24-03-04, 08:28 PM
Ironliftr3

More like a modified AK-47 with a night vision scope
25-03-04, 02:01 AM
Innova

No wonder, AK-47's are sparatic rofl.
25-03-04, 02:21 AM
squirrley

I'm sure he has enough ammunition to hold me down for awhile..
25-03-04, 02:46 AM
Ironliftr3

Innova, I'm not choosy...I'll blast anything that moves!

It's about volume, not accuracy!
25-03-04, 02:50 AM
squirrley

gosh Iron if you can shoot in the dark than I'm all ready for ya...

dont need night vision hey?
25-03-04, 04:36 AM
Ironliftr3

I can shoot in the dark..but I prefer to leave the lights on so I can see the look in your eyes.
25-03-04, 04:45 AM
squirrley

oh yea so you can see" how much" you shoot in my eyes...is that it?
25-03-04, 11:21 AM
Necrid

you'd be blind if it was me ;)
25-03-04, 11:24 AM
squirrley

ROFL what a stinger....
25-03-04, 11:29 AM
Necrid

indeed bubz

in-deed...
25-03-04, 01:57 PM
Ironliftr3

Nah...I'll spare you the eye shot.

I prefer to watch it run down your chest anyway.
25-03-04, 02:08 PM
jane

Quote:

Originally posted by Ironliftr3
Hell no...the more the merier...we've got pleny of lovin' for Miss Jane......

ROFL.. allthough that sounds fabulous.. all I want is a good night sleep at this point... and maybe a nap with Innova.. ;)

Hasta Luego Amigos! I'll write when I can...

until then.... would someone please go get laid! geez ...
25-03-04, 06:08 PM
squirrley

I'm trying I'm trying....