Is time a great healer, really?
It's been 9 months, which I know in the grand scheme of things isn't a lot, but by now I was expecting a little more clarity than I am feeling right now. On a day to day basis, life does go on, but I sort of feel sometimes like I'm existing rather than living life. Sometimes little things remind me, and I can shake it off but other times, I just feel heartbroken all over again. My dreams eased off but now they're back more frequently and vividly than anything and I don't understand because I think about him less now than I did in the past really. They're always about how he made a mistake leaving me, and he did leave me for someone else but when it came down to it, it was a mistake and he wants me back. I'm just fed up now I want to move to the next stage, I don't think I want him back I think I would just like to feel wanted again, don't get me wrong if he came begging for me back I'm not sure what I'd say, but I feel like I am moving forward but it's taking so long!