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It struck me this morning that everything is really gone now. That everything has really ended. I know it's all only a matter of time when I'll be happy again. But still, it hurts so much when my thoughts wander on to those things that I should have forgotten long ago.
Well, time to move on, right?
Maybe I'll throw a drinking party. :) What better way to celebrate the end than by starting from a new beginning? Clean slate, clean slate. :)
Glad to hear you got a handle on things mentally :) Throw a bash and have some fun, getting on with your life is the best way to help get over things.
Best wishes
Here Here. Hanging on just sucks. The world awaits.
sounds very encouraging :)
the world awaits. wow! it's like doors and doors of unopened excitement.
Yea, do what I say not what I do.Quote:
Originally Posted by artyemi
yea... i need to do that to myself too.. i need to do what i say and not say what i don't do..
Art,
So funny that you said that it just struck you that it is over. Funny thing is that I felt the very same way just yesterday. I was sitting outside somoking a cigarette when it just hit me like a ton of bricks. It's over and I'm still hanging on. Six months have passed but it stills feel like it was only a week ago. Strange. I still check my phone often to see if I missed her call or to see if she has called. Every so often she does call but we never talk about us. I'm tired so I mentally just gave up...and I'm ready for the next roller coster ride:) Glad to hear that we are on the same track
I hear ya Jsnow, my phone is on my lap right now for the same reason and I've barely turned it off in 4 months. I came to a realization on my way home from wotk today myself...my gal doesn't love me anymore. I'm no longer going to pretend to myself that she does.
Damn. This is a very sad thread. I'm sorry you all are going through sad times and I wish I could cheer you up. I think I'll have a drink on all your behalves, then at least * I * will cheer up.
Don't worry SSH, I have the Jack flowin. More for fun than pitty....watchin some movie called Blast. I'm not given up, not until the 6 month mark, but I am facing the facts.
Just stay away from the sad movies for a while.
No time. Lots to do and my trip to Ft Lauderdale is just days away. I plan to have a lot of fun and try my luck with the ladies.
Yea. Funny for me though, I call him like a million times a day and he picks up and we talk. I try to pretend it's not bothering me. I'm so happy to get him on the phone. Everytime I get a text message, I think it's him. But thank goodness for misombra. Now, when I get a text, I'm not anxious because it is probably her and we're planning something exciting which i am sooooo excited about.Quote:
Originally Posted by Jsnowman
As for rollercoaster rides, I don't know. I just want to enjoy the company of girls and be happy. Who needs the concealment that comes with relationships. The best words he ever said to me was "I don't love you." And that is enough to last me a lifetime.
haha.. I tried to cheer my friend up but the only thing I could think of doing was drinking with her too. haha... I'm going to call up my male friends and see if they want to go out for drinking. Their encouragement are usually more rational and not one-sided and leaning towards me.Quote:
Originally Posted by shh!
I like drinking with the boys, too, Arty. They are less likely to go blabbing about your troubles to all their girlfriends, unlike women, and I like their practicality. A lot of women are prone to hysteria over personal problems.
Are you going on a trip with misombra? WHere? (I am jealous!)
TAVS: What's in Ft. Lauderdale? I usually associate Florida with really old people who drive wrecklessly, but of course, that means I have really only been around the Miami area...
yes, yes trip with misombra. so far, i'm going to fly down to alburqueque next thursday. then, we're going to rent a car and go on a mini, mini road trip and then leave on either monday or tuesday. for the road trip, maybe we can go visit you? what do you think?
I live in the Los Angeles area. Let me know if you are heading this way, although I wouldn't consider that a "mini, mini" road trip.
I like to pretend there are going to be lots of scantally clad women on the beach waiting to meet me. (Don't tell me I'm wrong). If all else fails, me and my friends will just drink a lot, do some beach relaxing, and hit on anything that moves. We have a friend who's a pilot down there and we're crashing at his place. The other guy I'm going with has a Propose to me or Else deadline looming this December and he needs a good taste of freedom so he'll be smart enough to stay single. We're flying for next to nothing with airline connections.Quote:
Originally Posted by shh!
That DOES sound like fun! If you head down to the Keyes, you can see lots of scantily-clad men! (haha)Quote:
Originally Posted by TAVS
oh my god! guys from pensacola have awesome body.. when i went down to new orleans.. man, they were pretty close to being naked. ::drool::
Shh!, you live in L.A.?? I didn't know. That means I'll be meeting you too, then. PM me your contact info so that when I know more exact dates I'll contact you and see if we can meet.
Arty..from what I gather you and Keko aren't an item anymore? I'd say "I'm sorry", but I'm not sure that's the right thing to say. I'm not sorry that it's over because if it turned out this way there may be a reason for it, but I am sorry that you have to go through this mourning period..in other words, I'm sorry for the temporary sadness you may feel, be feeling, or have felt, depending on where you're at. But I trust you'll be okay.
Guess I should give Keko a call too.
it is pretty mini because it's a really short trip.Quote:
Originally Posted by shh!
only a few days.... i still have to hash out a few more details..
so far, i'm thinking, i'll leave from rhodes island (tickets are about 100 cheaper.)
the other thing too is if i fly back from lax, it's also cheaper than flying back from abq.
then, i don't want misombra to drive back all by herself..
Yea, it'd be nice. There are other things that he's stressed about that if I was a good friend I would be able to comfort him. But I'm not in the greatest mood right now and if anything, i might make him shittier than he already does.Quote:
Originally Posted by nomas