Please help me, i think i've just ruined it?
A couple of days ago i saw my neighbor who i don't see that often at all, and i started to look at him differently, but because his timetable does not correlate with mine in anyway i though it would be a good idea to find out what time he goes to work and comes back, so that i can at least be outside then and try to become his friend.
This morning i was sitting downstairs with my camera trying to take a picture of his car (to send to a friend, it was right in front of my big window and the window has a net curtain) and i got up to look out of the window and saw him walking to his car and i thought here is my big chance why not take a pic of him too (i know it sound stalkish but i was just taken by the moment, besides what wouldn't you do if you had a massive crush), so i turned it on and just as i was about to take it he looked into my window and paused for a couple of seconds sort of like he was looking into his own reflection (i hope so anyway!) but i saw that he looked me straight in the eyes.
So now i'm panicking, what if he saw me with a camera looking at him through a window just when he was about to go to work - he is soooo going to get the wrong impression.
I really don't know what to say if he asks me about it, i'm really worried because i really like him and if i've just ruined it i'll be devastated!! Do you think he would be able to overcome it even if he did see me????
Background info:
He is a bit older than (i'm 17 he's about 21).
