How to deal with my very unusual fetish
Dear all,
I'm a 31 years old male and I'm in a relationship for more than 2 years. This is my longest relationship I ever had. Before this, I only had 2 to 3 girlfriends and these were no real relationships. It only latest for some months.
About my fetish:
I get aroused by inflatables like beach balls, floaties, water wings etc. I can have sex without these things and without thinking about it, but it is a fantasy that has started in the very beginning of puberty.
I had a collection of these things for several years. In total I had more than 100 pieces, mostly beach balls and water wings. I like it when women blow them up, play with them and especially when they destroy/pop them.
3 years ago, I got rid of about 90% of my collection, because it was becoming increasingly difficult to hide it and was more burden than pleasure. I tried to reduce it to a minimum, but I couldn't "delete" it completely.
I was always hiding this fetish because I'm also very ashamed of it. 1 week ago, I tried to explain it to my girlfriend but she was not very open to it. I know that this is difficult, but she could not understand my fetish. Since then we did not speak about it. I'm a bit insecure how to go on... what is your opinion on this fetish in general and my problem?
