Why Should She Act Indifferent?

There lives a woman who had sex for the first time with a man she is crazy about for years. Four days later...

Okay, she cannot stand it anymore! She would so have called him if she had paid her phone bill. Just to hear his voice and say something stupid. Too good her phone bill is not paid. So she is waiting patiently – for some sign that he has returned home from the villa. Why is he supposed to respect her more, when she does not reveal, that she needs him so badly? Why is she supposed to act cold, if she wants to receive his warmth? Is that fair? Why should she painfully need to contact him, yet she must stay balanced and restrained, to gain his approval? These are so many questions for a 34-year-old lady. She wishes she was four again.

She must say “No” when her body screams “Yes”
She must not contact him without a good reason.
Even if she likes everything about him, she is not supposed to show.
Entangled in moral principles and family advice, tied, she is dreaming.
Will her patience make her worthy of his love? Her – the great pretender?
Or will he find the truth – that she is nuts about him, and he will lose interest?

What if… he is of the few genuine people who walk the Earth? People who allow to be kissed, and return the ardent kiss, people who are fair and generous and lovely.

He said he was in love.

But he noticed her, kissed her, made love to her, CLAIMED her, called her – well it’s not a declaration of love, but it should mean something?

May be they will soon watch the sunset together?

The truth is she is thinking of him every minute of every day since their last encounter. But she will not ruin it all by confession. He made it crystal clear he is not ready for such intimacy. Good that he considers her as a friend. Friends with benefits – even better!

She so much wants to stroll the streets holding his hand… or pants

No need to be alone – it’s real love, it’s real!