In need of advice!!

Hi! Im 18 and from California. I've been in a relationship with an older guy since i was 16 and we became serious very quickly. I'm a very troubled kid with a rocky mental history and alot of that has made it easy for others to abuse me in all aspects. I do my best to be independent and confident but my relationship has made me insecure and submissive, two things I hate incredibly. So yeah, thats the gist of who i am. My boyfriend is a devout Mormon and most of his expectations and demands of our relationship are because of his religious background and conservative mindset.

You guys will really enjoy hearing the ridiculous problems we face.