fix me...im broken

have been in love with a man unexpectedly
and he became my boyfriend
but our relation didnt click
because he was just force at that time by his friends
thats the reason he courted me....
i was so hurt but still i love the man...

now we are seeing each other
and sleep in same bed
but he had been dating again with her ex-gf
and he didnt court me back.....

i dont know what to do now....
his cousin had court me as well
i feel he is sincere but i am afraid
that i may be fool again
because they are cousins
and i still love my ex-bf....

what is my best move i can do?
what do you think?
kindly help me...

now his cousin is my boyfriend..
he act opposite with my ex and i didnt expect that
my ex keep calling me coz he want to see me
i always go out with him
but my ex doesnt know about us of his cousin..

I'd dump them both.

You need to stop pining over your ex-bf, since he obviously doesn't love or respect you. Why waste your time loving a man that doesn't love you back?

Be careful with the cousin, too. Dating family is usually not a good idea. Trust me.

yeah i know but he have been nice at me not like his cousin is. if i just can tell my heart not to love this man i have been but i cant stop my self falling.... i know im not important to him after all...he was just merely playing but i love him...im hurt when i saw him with other girls and im really happy if he is giving me time as well (when we see each other hiddenly) but i am starting to like his cousin as well but i am just afraid that they might be the same so just in start i am breaking myself to fall

mm... If I were you I'd stay away from both of them until I could clear up my own thoughts. You're not a toy, you're a person, remember?

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Originally Posted by sakura102789 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

yeah i know but he have been nice at me not like his cousin is. if i just can tell my heart not to love this man i have been but i cant stop my self falling.... i know im not important to him after all...he was just merely playing but i love him...im hurt when i saw him with other girls and im really happy if he is giving me time as well (when we see each other hiddenly) but i am starting to like his cousin as well but i am just afraid that they might be the same so just in start i am breaking myself to fall

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Did your dad abuse you when you were a kid?

Here's one more vote for dumping them both.

I'm surprised anyone actually read this given it was structured like a fuuucking poem

i didnt live together with my dad thats why i dont feel any affection with him... when i was a little child he had stay abroad... i am somehow not a toy i know.. thank you for the advises....

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Originally Posted by sakura102789 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

i didnt live together with my dad thats why i dont feel any affection with him... when i was a little child he had stay abroad... i am somehow not a toy i know.. thank you for the advises....

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Ah, but you have daddy issues.

That explains alot.