WiLl i eVeR GEt A chANce?

by LoNeLy_gUrL

gOsH aLl yOu ShOuLd kNoW. SeEiNg ThE PerSoN yOu LoVe, LoViNg SoMe eLsE. mAkiNg yOu FeEL LiKe yOuR nOthInG. welL hEre iS a sToRy AbOuT i DOnT kNoW sOMebOdY I GuEsS..

iT aLl sTarTeD iN jUnE oF 2001. mY mOm Was taKiNg thIs eNgLiSh cLaSs WiTh a LoT oF oTHeR mOthErS. aNd ThEre wAS AnOthER cLaSs foR tEeNs AnD lItTLe kIds ToO go PlAy AnD StuFf.. yEah I GoT ThERE. And SAw thAT mY friEnD WaS thEre ToO.. WelL i MaDe nEW fRieNd WhILe I was theRE.. AnD yeAH I WaS jUX PlAyIng ArOuNd aNd DoiNg On hoMewOrk.. aNd As i LoOk ToO ThE DoOr.. DaMn.. i Saw thIs cUtE ASS gUy wALkiNg ThUr ThE DoOr.. daMn hE WaS hOT. ehEHe. WElLa aNyWAyS.. i diDNt nOe hE Was LiKe OnE oF MY SoO cALl cOuSiN.

sOo i guEss i stArT LiKiNg hIm AnD EvErYthInG.. aNd I dOnNo hOw hE fELlS AbOuT mE bUT It sEeMs LiKe hE DiDNt LiKe mE mUch.. cAuSe i GuEsS I wAS nOt gOoD LoOkiNg.. SoO yeAh.. aNyWaYs.. UmM hE ToLd mEh hE Was TaKeN soO i WaS LiKe Ooh WelL wE CAN sTiLl bE FRieNd i AsK hIm.. hE WaS LiKe yEAh sUrE WhY nOt.. SoO yEAH I GuEss WEre jUx frIenD.. EvERy TImE i sEe hIm aFtER thAT daY.. i DOnT knOw i jUx hAD thIs vERy wEirD FeeLiNg.. AnD sEeNs LiKe mY FeElINGs fOr hIm chANgE eVeRyDaY.. iTs gOt bIgGer AnD bIgGeR.. LiKe i LiKe LiKE LiKe hIm A LoT.. yOu GeT iT.. AriTe.. WelL..

aFtER ThE FiRsT yEaR i kNoWn hIm i thOuHgT I waS GOnNa geT A chANcE cAuSe hE ToLd me tO WaiT UntIl thIs yEaR.. SoO yEAh I guEss i Did.. ANd stiLl i Didnt Get A cHance yEt.. bUTTa I wAS finE wiT iT cAuSE I diDdnT reALlY LiKe hIm anYmORE.. bUTtA yEAh.. EhEHe.. sOo i jUx sToP gOiNg ToO thAT One ThiNG WiTh MoM.. CauSe mY SiStEr gOT mArRiEd AnD thEn i jUsT sToP gOiNg.. caUsE yEAh I jUst WanNa mOvE On anD doNT LiKe sOmEoNe wHo doNt LiKe mE. wELl aT thE TiMe mY GUrL KiNd Of lIkE hIs bRo tOo.. SoO i wOuLd mAkE mY oThEr GUrL cALl hIm uPp ANd asK hIm ALl TheSe qUeSTiOn. bUT yEAh.. ThIS OnE TiMe I cALl hIm uP and hIs mOm sTaRtEd tRiP At mE aNd mY GUrL anD ALl theSe sTuFf. So wE jUx hUnG uP th pHoNe..

WElLa anYwayS.. i thInK i WAs LiKe anOthER yEaR pAST.. WE diDnt rEALly sEe oR tALk tO eacH OthEr aFTer thAT OnE DaY.. bUt yEaH.. OnE nIgHt I WeNt OnLiNe ANd hIs FRanD SwEeTbOi AdD mE tOo hIs Msn.. sOo i wAS TalkiNg TOo hIm aNd StuFf AnD i DidNt kNOW ThEy WeRe fRiEnDs sO i aSk hIm IF hE KnOw thIs OnE gUy nAMe ----.. hE WaS LiKe yEAh thATs mY fRiEnD.. i WaS LiKe oOh woW.. teLl hIm i sAy hI AnD EVerY thANg.. yEAh I DoNnO i guEsSs WE sTArT taLkiNg agIaN.. ANd I sTaRteD ToO LiKe hIm AgAIn.. ANd yEAh.. SoO weLlA.. thEN I aSK hIm toO bEe MY dATe tOo THE hOmecOmiNg.. SiNce I WAs mY fReShmAn yEAR.. And sTuFf. i gUEss I thInK he sTarT LiKiNg bUT i DOnNo i OnLy LiKe hIm As a FRieNd..

hE aSk mE iF wAs wAnTeD tOo gO tO hIs hOmEcOmiNg..i WaS LiKe suRe WhY nOt. SoO i guEsS hE goT me a TiCkEt.. bUT I nEvE shOwEd uPp.. ANd i mAdE hIm waIt foR mEh OuTsIDe FoR 2 hOuRs.. i tOlD mEh thAT hE WaIteD FoR mE. i WaS LiKe ImMa SOo sOrRy My diDNt LiKe mEh cOmE.. WElLa uMm iTs GEttIng lAtE ToO iLl fiNiSh thIs eVeR bUt If iT geTtiNg dEM nOte mEh Or cOmMenT mEh SoO i doNt gO oN wIt thIs bOriNg ASS sToRY..AriTe..


i ToLd hIm thAT my mOm WOuLdnt LeT mE gO SoO thAtS WhY I DidNt sHoW uP.. hE Was LiKe mAn gUrL wHy yOu GoTtA LiE anD MakE mE wAiT OuTsIdE FOr so LoNg.. aLl I cAN reALlY sAy waS sORRy SinCEI cANt dOo mUcH.. bUTTa yEAh.. mAke thE lOng StOrY shOrT.. itS bEeN A yEar nOw AnD I hAvEnT sEeN hIm In ToWN.. cauSe i jUSt sEe hIm mUcH.. i gUeSs ImMa nOt Out thaT MuCh oR iTs jUsT hIm thAT iS nOt OuT.. cAuse eVErYwHEa I doO i doNt EvEN SEE thERe FaMiLy.. bUTt oOh WelL.. nOw UmM i DOnT neED AnY MoRe chANces.. thaTs wAs aLl i WaS GOnNA WaiT.. nO lOnG.. iF mY fEeLiNGs ChANcE thEN i mIgHt bUT foR nOw I jUsT WanNa bEe SiNgO.. i thInK thATs iSh ThE bEsT foR mE.. oOh yEAh. i GueSs nOe PoInT hEa i wanNa eNd uPp mY sToRy If yOu WanNa nOe mOre abOuT iT.. jUx emAiL me aNd iLl TeLl yOu mOrE.. AriTe TaKe kARe.. laTeRs..