How to get his trust back?
Hi everyone! I am happy to find I place where I can actually get some help. In my workplace there is a cute senior probably 10 years or more older than me. I got attracted to him on the day first because he looks like my boyfriend who died few years ago. I know romance in workplace is against the company rules so I tried to hide my feeling for two months. But during the third months I started staring him and he looked awkward. I could n't stop myself from staring. Than I did the worst said sorry for the unprofessional behavior. After that he softy talked with me to ease thing and he told me -be comfortable there is nothing to worried about. After a few days I told him about the boyfriend thing. Now he hates me so much that he ignored me and turned around wherever I go. This situation at office is becoming painful for me. Every single day is a struggle. I can't leave the job as I signed one year bond. I really want to be friends with him again; but he dislikes me so much. What to do? I am so much depressed; can't breathe, can't think anything other than him. I want to be friends with him. But I love him a lot. Evert thing is so much fascinating about him; he is charming and such a dedicated worker. I have being trying to ignore him from past one months. I never look into his eyes. But its hurts me.
