Chris" raped" by lesbian....need to clarify
First I want to thank everyone for the very supportive responses. That means a lot that total strangers care enough to share concern. As I said I am brand new to this Forum and do not know what is and is not appropriate. I provided a brief background to frame my initial question. That was " Do woman in general harbor some hidden interests or desires to sexually dominate males as suggested by my two lesbian friends?" I call them friends because that is what they are. I have known them for over 5 years and I am very fond of them. I am well aware of every person's right to say NO and have that respected and in this regard what they did was wrong. But I did not post the thread in order to present myself as a "rape victim".
A lot transpired that evening that I did not related in my initial posting. One said to the other "Behave yourself or I will have to spank your little bare bottom." I said "No keep misbehaving" and it was countered with " Watch it Buddy or I will spank you too!"
One thing lead to another. They said they had never spanked a guy and wanted to do this. The idea turned me on. I let them tie me down because I thought that would make the experience more erotic. In retrospect that wasn't real bright. I was securely tied down legs spread over the sofa. Without going into detail let me say their hands did a lot more than just spank. They made many repeated observations about my state of arousal. It eventually began to start hurting but I never said stop.
Somewhere along the line lubed fingers went in and they asked me if I had ever done a woman anally? I said I had. They asked if she wanted it and I said "No but I eventually convinced her." They did not roughly force the strap-on in. I told them I wanted to pass and they kept playing around and saying they were going to" convince me" and spoke of rape from a woman's perspective. At some point my male ego was my downfall. Once they were in I decided I was not going to be a wimp and beg and plead. Had I made a stronger and more vocal protest I sincerely believe they would have stopped. Complicating this was the fact that I was getting more and more aroused.
When I said in the post I felt embarrassed and emasculated that was true. I surprised myself that I had become sexually aroused and had an orgasm in a situation where I was not in control and was put in a very submissive role. The embarrassment part came from a realization of how this must have looked. Anyway they apologized. I said I got a very small idea of what at least date rape is like but my experience was no where near that. I am not a rape victim. I would not insult true rape victims by drawing a comparison to my experience. This is long winded but I wanted to set the record straight. Again thanks for the supportive resonses,
Chris