We were on the 1x a month to 1x every 2/3 month deal... she's started getting back into shape and she's starting to want to have sex again. Its not me. Its all on her.. I've thought about just throwing my hands up and saying f it I'm tired and beat up.. but I love her, I'm i love with her. I think she loves me, although its hard to tell alot times. LOL we have a 6 year old and I've dealt with alot of this for him. But the more I see how it's so one way with us, that I'm starting to feel like maybe I should just walk away and start over. It sux cause i'm in my 40's now.. I'm in great shape, don't look my age and I'm not horrific looking as far as I know..
I know the women at work seem to think I'm pretty attractive, so well.. I don't know. i can't imagine her no in my life, but I can see that maybe she doesn't want me in hers anymore, which is gut wrenchingly painful.
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