Here, in Moscow, I have made some friends. Two months ago, my roommate introduced me to her boyfriend's best friend, V. When I first saw him, I felt so interested. I felt like I was falling in love for the first time. I fell hard.
But, there is an issue. He is 34 years old, I'm 22. I know that people say that age gap has nothing to do with how the relationship goes. To be honest, he is very charming and sweet with me. He is kind and he always makes me smile, whenever I meet him. I can't stop thinking about him and he makes it clear that he likes me, too.
We have gone to the cinema once, like friends. The best thing in my life! He was a true gentleman. He makes me melt. But, always, there is that bad devil in me that tells me "maybe, you're too young for him". That's the problem. I don't care about his age, I care about mine. I'm afraid that he will be bored of me easily because I'm still a child for him. I don't know much about life and he surely is more experienced than me. But, I want him so much and he shows that he feels the same.
Also, he's really my type. It's rare to find a dark haired guy here, but he has dark hair and eyes.
What stops me from giving in is my parents. I think that my mom won't bother. But, my father is weird and I'm afraid that he'll make my life miserable if I choose to be with a man much older than me. Also, people are better when it comes to such relationships. What should I do?
I don't judge people in relationships with an age gap. I really admire them.
Should I give in? Should I live it? How will I go through this? I don't know what to do. I need your help.
Thank you, people.
