I can't get him out of my head
Ok, well about five months ago I was dating this guy that i have known for about 7 years, it was a very passionate relationship and we got along for the most part, I had feelings for him but we were both in a bad time in our life, i just lost my job and i was trying to get back on track and so was he, it was very stressful plus i just got out of a relationship at the time, and both of our familys were againts us. it just seemed impossible, so i ended, he took it pretty hard and as far as i know isnt very happy with me because his family and friends fed him bullsh*t stories. but my problem is, is that from the day he left i just cant stop thinking about him its an all the time thing i cant get him out of my head. i truely feel like i am in love with this man and i need to get it off my chest its driving me insane i feel like its all bottled up inside, i dont really wanna spill my guts to a man that has nothing but hate for me, plus i am currently in a relationship that i desperatly want out of, i dont know what to do i just need to get this off my chest, i thought of maybe a letter to him with no signature, maybe that will make me feel a lil better...please some advice.