I know I should, but my mother has so drummed into me that he obviously doesn't want to talk to me and if I try to force myself on him he'll drop me like a bad cold that I didn't want him to think I was chasing him, or something. My mother finds me annoying to be around, and the last thing I need is Beren feeling the same way...Quote:
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I have, and she knows I haven't been sexual with ANYONE. I have told her multiple times. She went from saying she was sure I was a pure, virgin, innocent girl to saying all sorts of mean things. What's more, she KNOWS the way she raised me, and she knows I wouldn't sleep with anyone unless/until I was married.Quote:
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Yes, I'd definitely kiss Beren, but that's as far as I'd go...
To be honest...thrilled. It was the first time I've ever had someone say they wanted to be friends forever and they really meant it. Before, I would always say that to my friends, they would be like, "Yeah...OK, let's be friends forever" and then gradually phase out of my life no matter whether or not I tried to stay in touch. I really felt Beren would be different. It's like he wasn't just saying it--like his soul was truly in it.Quote:
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With how easily intimidated he is, and the way my parents have been treating ME lately...I think it not unlikely that my father may have threatened him to get him away from me. In that case, I must speak with Beren in person and let him know that I, on my part, do not want to lose contact, and will not allow my parents to dictate my feelings towards anyone.
Thoughts? Advice? :( I don't want to lose my mother, my best friend and my dog all at once! (My mother sold my dog yesterday and did not even let me know beforehand so that I could say good-bye! I just woke up and Jasmine was gone! And my MOTHER said NOTHING to me until I asked her FOUR TIMES where my dog was!!! I would never have believed it of her, but after this, I cannot trust her promise that she said nothing to Beren. When I asked her about it, she blew up at me for not trusting my father who "has been very good to your ingrate of a friend".) And she told me that my father spoke to him, but would not say what he said except for a dark hint that he was angry with Beren for not taking the job he got for him.