He's using a something I said under the worst PMS against me.
I said a stupid thing. I told him he wanted to just go to dinner with my dad and me for the free meal. He got pissed. And started counting up all the meals he's paid for vs. all the meals I've paid for. And thinks I'm using him for money, which I'm not. I actually make more than he does but don't ever want him to think he's less of a person. He treats when we go to do dinner, and I buy all the groceries when I cook. I feel like it's even. I do everything I can to make him feel special. and he keeps throwing this in my face. I love him, he loves me, but I don't think he can move past this remark.
Things are so strained. I don't want this to be the end. I've apologized. From the moment we met I know this was the guy I would spend the rest of my life with. I'm waiting for him to take down his wall around him. And now I think I made him build it higher.
I can't apologize anymore. I also can't imagine him not in my life.
I left things up in the air.
Will this haunt us forever? :sad2: