Want intimate sex with an old intimate classmate.
I have been anxious and wondering what sex would be like with a guy I met in graduate school years ago. We have been intimate but not all the way years ago. I always wondered what he be like sexually but never tried because we always though our ages were too far apart and two difference cultures and ethnicity. I am a 45 year old African American Woman and he is Turkish and in his early thirties. I want him to give me oral sex and everything else. Do I sound freaky? I do not want him to think that I will be his sex piece. But I think he would have great oral sex. He is willing to do it also but now that I have mentioned it to him I am scared to do it now. I avoid the phone when he calls. Afraid I will feel ashamed of myself once it is done. But I am curious to see what it is like. Should I just let him know that I want to pursue him sexually? That is all I want nothing romantic or anything. But we are causal friends. I wonder if this will make him act differently. He thinks that I may get attached but he couldn't be further from the truth because I am in love with someone else. I just want him to eat me out. Sounds slutty? I have fantasized about this for months. Maybe I should just call him and tell him 'let's do this" You know what they say " European or Middle Eastern men are very sexual and love beautiful black women." What do you think? I do not want to be viewed as a slut or anything. Is it wrong to have casual sex with man that you have no romantic interest at all. We have a good friendship we when talk occasionally not often, What are your thoughts? Would like to hear them.
