hey girls.
so i want to ask you something, basically i kissed another girl when i was overseas and thats all (i swear) i was drunk and in a club, im not making excuses just setting the scene. Anyway i got out of there once i realise what i had done. Ive never instantly felt so lost and angry it was the most overwhelming feeling ive ever had. Anyway the next morning i told my gf over the phone what happened. She didnt want to talk much so i booked flights right there and flew home 2 weeks early from my trip to try save our relationship.
She is a very strong, morally correct and stubborn girl. Three traits which i love about her but three that worked against me in this respect. We are still very upset by the breakup and its been 10 months. She says she loves me still and wishes she could have forgiven me. I know she has hooked up with other guys and i have hooked up since aswell, but i'm not interested in other girls at all, it was more in an effort to shift my mind and move on, but it failed to work. ive tried not texting or calling but one of us always does.
I know she loves me, and i love her with everything i have. I wish this never had happened, maybe now i wish i never told her, but it didnt sit right with me so i told her anyway.
What i want to know is, how can i prove to her i love her still and wouldnt let anything like this happen again? Is it just time ? or is it really just all over?
Has anyone been in this situation?
I cant go on like this.
thanks all.