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I'm in for pain...
Oh man, can't believe what i'm doing...
Posted here almost 1.5 years ago about some crazy bitch g/f (ala Amy Whinehouse) that really screwed me up.
Fast forward to now...dated another girl for a year but that ended in New Year (kinda mutual)...went out for beers today, sat on beach, came home, get odd call, phone back and it's the crazy girl again. We speak, i'm drunk, she's now coming over...i don't know what i'm doing but i'm opening up to a world of pain again.
Someone smack me in the head quick, real quick...i don't want to be doing this...i'm pissed, i think i can handle it but i know i can't or won't tomorrow morning...what the hell am i doing...oh shit...
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She was all over all me, saying how sorry she was, mistake she made blah blah blah...and i don't care! Not even an ounce of the old feelings, no old flame embers burning here. No anger only indifference, i felt..I dunno, A-Sexual...completely like - whatever.
I faced the ghost of the past (really evil one too) - no haunting here.
Redeemed! :cool:
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It was sex vs sanity
I'm glad sanity prevailed
