I love an older man; am I crazy?
I live in a little college town. One of my neighbors is this really nice man. I'll call him Bill.
He's very intelligent, funny, kind, gentle, he's a philosophy professor.
He's also tall, broad shouldered, blue eyes (behind glasses of course) has a full head of (greying) hair, very athletic.
He went through a terrible divorce three years ago. You know the movie Let's Kill Ward's Wife?
Well that's her. Unfortunately still alive however.
Anyway, I've never had a serious boyfriend. I've had plenty of attention, people say I'm pretty, but I've never like anybody that much. The high school boys are all either silly, goofy, mean, immature. I'm still a virgin.
However I love Bill. And I can tell he likes me. And I'll be 18 in two weeks!
But he's 55.
I know my parents will have a fit if I date Bill and who knows what other people would think. At least his children are younger than I am. But don't a lot of women have relationships or at least feel attracted to older men? I certainly see it in a lot of movies.
So am I a pervert or crazy? I RESPECT Bill; I love him; just haven't felt that about boys my own age.