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Originally posted by Innova
Hi everyone, im new to the forums, had some questions to ask.
2 months ago, life changed for everybody...call it a turning point in life. I was with a wonderful girl for 1 - 1 1/2 years. We were so happy, so wonderful together, never any problems. However 2 months ago, she wanted change and was going through phases, and my tardness didn't help with that before she broke up with me.
I miss her so frickin much. Right now she is with somebody else, a part of new experence I guess. I know she loves and misses me, as she has said so herself and wants to be friends. I don't mind being her friend, and growing with her, as I don't want to grow apart. It's just very hard to see her with another guy when i'm hangin out with everyone. She told me she would love to have a future with me, but that lifes never sure about itself. She told me she never said she wouldn't be with me again. I guess time is just getting the best of me. I realise that if I don't stop acting like this, then I really will never have a chance ever again, but at the same time missing her like I do, with all the memories is throwing me on a thick line, one I have trouble getting to either side. I'm only one of the few people who truly supports her when she needs it, and she knows that. I'm trying to provide a boundry, once in which supports her, but one that subtile shows her I care and love her. She is confused about a lot of things, but shes trying not to dwell on it, a part of her wants me to move on for now, but deep down, I know she doesn't want me to find anybody else, at least the way we were.
I just need a lot of help, and don't know how to approuch anything, I want her back, but realise I can't. I'm a very traditional guy, even though i'm young...i'm hell bent with love. What do I do, to keep a hold of her heart so one day it does happen again? time is just too slow right now, and prob. will be till sep. rolls around.
Innova, you sound like my ex....