Well, so much for love.....
Plain and simple. I'm a loser. Not of any accomplishment of my own, I was just born that way. I'm old and have never even kissed a girl. Girls always hated me. I don't know what it was about me, but I was never even a contender in their eyes. I went for years watching other men have their pleasure, and seeing myself degrading. I'm happy to say that I'm now over 99% of it. I've learned to love life alone and there will be no going back. The only part that still bugs me to this day is the 'why'. Why was I never good enough. I get upset when I can't figure out the answer to something, so if I can answer this question, I'll be solid.
I'm NOT here looking for love advice (yes I know it's love advice forum). I'm just looking for debate and conversation concerning my question. I've moved on and have completely closed off all possibilities of any involvement, romantic or otherwise, with anyone. I'm just looking to solve the isssue stated above once and for all. So lets hear your opinion. Thanks.