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Yup DH... we made it!! wooo hoooo!!! :D

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm DH???????????? WHY is she on ur friend list??? YES! I saw!! and now I am telling everyone so they can give u HELL!! LOL!!

why? why did u do that? I think ur trying to get another reaction out of me.. another hysterical email perhaps? well guess what?? NOT!!! yeah, it hurt me.. badly.. just like every f*cking thing...

GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!! dammit.. I have been trying so hard...I knew better than to reply.. yet I did it anyway..still busy, I guess, right? and no doubt people have been telling you things..and about...

another one of those dreams.. of us.. of how it used to be.. as I am waking it seems so real.. and I am so happy...then slowly the realization comes.. and it feels worse than being hit in the chest...

I know.. try to learn that song.. thats what I am doing right now.. feels a bit better...

and always remember, you are not alone in this!

kamazaki.. sorry I havent been here.. have been in a kinda bad place too.. I feel like it gets better for some time, then I crash again, hard..I have had to take days off work, etc.. some days I dont...

yesterday I thought it would be ok.. even though you have moved on, u showed me u still care.. with those words..but again today, u made me so sad... u are so so so so busy, yet you have all that...

lol@ur remark.. not the video hahaha

this was for kamikaze..

-I had bad days too...just when I would think MAYBE I would be ok.. some small thing, and I would be right back under knife again.. its so painful.. but the bad days will be less and less.. believe...

omg I almost forgot... 'no matter what, no matter how' :)

this is for u.. I guess the next life is maybe out out the question now.. doesnt matter.. I will love u forever, no matter what ...

http://www.singsnap.com/snap/r/b4a278c8a

Thank you.. you are truly the most awesome person I have ever known... I think its better for both of us that I dont keep msging u with this stuff..but all the things u said... the reasons.....

don't give up... sorry I havent been here... kinda in the same place as you.. check your email please....

thank u so much... yeah, I try to be as positive as I can in public... the ones who lnow me know what I am going thru though... how are u doing?

here I am back at square 1... god I miss u so much... did nothing but cry today... and I discovered this song... learned it in abt 2 hours... wish u would hear it one day... but u wont... I just have...

this is for you today.. its so hard to not send it to you.. so maybe if I pretend that you would follow me here and find it.. it will have to be good enough...

SingSnap | Going Under by Purrzzzzzz

just wondering why the hell you had to do that.. didnt you know what it would do to me? I guess its possible that you didnt.. all these little things you are doing, did you think I forgot you? is...

I think that the fact that you are wondering what he will think means you are not ready to see him yet...

for me, its another day that the pain wakes me up.. the pain of missing him.. then seeing him on fb all day when he doesnt 'have time' for me..

trying so hard to move on... I think there is someone I actually like *shock* but maybe he already knows that there is someone that no one will ever be able to hold a candle to.. what do I do about...

umm... you gonna eat the other half? I'm a lil hungry...

thats true! just think of how you would feel if she DIDNT wish you a happy birthday? anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! <~~FROM THE ONES THAT CARE!

:)