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  1. I know you're right. Keep in mind, I'm looking...

    I know you're right. Keep in mind, I'm looking for a relationship first, my kinks second, but they are a major part of it all.

    I mean, I've very rarely had trouble with the kinky side of things...
  2. That moment when you wonder what you let go of, why you did it....

    and if you'll ever find anything similar....



    Rationally speaking, I'm being stupid. It was 3 days of dating, one of "messing around". I've been, and lost, 3+ year relationships. And yet........
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    I have deleted any and all contact...

    I have deleted any and all contact information/pictures/etc etc. I am healing rather well. A number of people have discussed this with me over the last few days and today I'm not so much angry or...
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    I'm always open to the idea that my attitude and...

    I'm always open to the idea that my attitude and body language was negative. Again, I sincerely don't believe it was, but as it is said others perceive you differently than you perceive yourself.
    ...
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    In this situation, nothing. Like I said up...

    In this situation, nothing.

    Like I said up top, and I'll expand on it to give you a better idea of who I am and was. I WAS not trusting, paranoid, controlling and possessive. This was to, in my...
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    Knowing she was coming to spend the night with...

    Knowing she was coming to spend the night with me, she could have told everybody to bring a ride. She could have driven them home. I could have driven them home. She could have apologized and said...
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    What could she have done differently? Seriously? ...

    What could she have done differently? Seriously? Kick them out instead of me, or, at least talk to me and not dismiss me.
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    Talking to ghosts in my sleep.

    I will admit the title is a little melodramatic, and intentionally so. This is day 3 after this all happened, and venting out to the public is my final closure before I move on.

    I'm 24, she's 22....
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    Just got home after a 9 hour shift and wanted to...

    Just got home after a 9 hour shift and wanted to give everybody an update.

    Mid shift, I called her and we spoke calmly about it. I apologized for raising my voice and she apologized for saying she...
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    I need rational advice, please.

    Back story: I'm 24, she's 26. Met 3 years or so ago, started off fighting as enemies then became friends and then started dating. Going about 2 years now. Relationship overall is rocky and unhealthy....
  11. A long, though not very complicated story. Opinions and advice needed.

    I've posted about this girl before I believe and got sound advice that I chose not to take at that time. Now, I am coming back asking for more advice. I don't know if I will follow it 100% but I just...
  12. Just talked to her about it. She says it's...

    Just talked to her about it. She says it's insignificant for her and she will do nothing to improve the situation out of principal. She also called names, and got very angry.

    I've known her for a...
  13. Well, she's not a complete ditzy retard, but she...

    Well, she's not a complete ditzy retard, but she always does say she's attracted to bad boys and then wonders why she gets treated like shit.

    Inevitable, huh? That's harsh... I'm not sure if I...
  14. Girlfriend's abusive ex still in her life in what I think is a major way, advice?

    Brief history that is relevant to this.

    I met her in a night club. At the time, she was living with her ex, whom she still had sex with "only because it was easier to do it then tell him no...
  15. I just found out that one my ex's friends knows...

    I just found out that one my ex's friends knows this bitch.

    You know, I'm turning into a really hateful person here and it's not healthy, but damn, sometimes, the people that get cancer make me...
  16. I know. I really enjoyed my time with her,...

    I know. I really enjoyed my time with her, though. And I let feelings go over logic. She has been texting me asking why everything had to be my way. Meet at my chosen location or house, her drive 45...
  17. This morning after she was gone we were texting...

    This morning after she was gone we were texting and she presented me with 10 loop holes for every 1 story she told. Upon confrontation, she patched them all up with alibis from heaven.

    So, two...
  18. We met at our usual spot, and after a few minutes...

    We met at our usual spot, and after a few minutes I brought her to my house. She got upset that I didn't want to go to her house, but I basically said "your roomate is stalking you. The guy that...
  19. I'll be stupid for now then. Meanwhile, you'll be...

    I'll be stupid for now then. Meanwhile, you'll be a close minded bitch. But hey, at least you are STD free and I may not be, so good job, you win.
  20. Or 3: Trying to be fair and not judge somebody...

    Or
    3: Trying to be fair and not judge somebody off of a horrible past. :-/ I don't understand why I can't give somebody like this a chance without being a troll or a loser. Maybe I'm just...
  21. I have no evidence that is lying. Yeah the stuff...

    I have no evidence that is lying. Yeah the stuff SOUNDS impossible, and yeah I don't believe her, but I'm not going to let go of a person that I have fun with just in the off chance she is lying...
  22. She's pretty amazing looking. But the reason I'm...

    She's pretty amazing looking. But the reason I'm entertaining this is because I actually enjoy our time spent together. I mean, if all of this is a bold faced lie, which who knows, could be, could...
  23. She'd have to be lying to me. And no, I honestly...

    She'd have to be lying to me. And no, I honestly don't really believe most of what she says. There are a few key things that she says that I do believe and like... but yeah, we'll see how tonight...
  24. Well I can assure you I'm not a troll. I've been...

    Well I can assure you I'm not a troll. I've been doing this relationship and dating thing for a while and this is a first for me, too.

    I mean technically, I don't think I'll get anything from...
  25. The reason we spend our time in the car is...

    The reason we spend our time in the car is because I don't trust her enough.

    Her room mate is "laying in her bed because he wants her all to himself".... and so I don't want to go over there to...
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