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you cried and cried and cried. but you never wanna get back. sigh.

we're all of the stars... we're fading away... just try not to worry, you'll see us someday... take what you need... and be on your way, and stop, crying your heart out... stop, crying your heart out...

I've been trying! To forget that! I'm addicted to you! But I want it! And I need it! I'm addicted to you! Now it's over... can't forget what you said! And I never... wanna do this again!...

Except if the case is true for me, I would've been making the wrong judgment for 2+ years and that's equally shitty in terms of self-appraisal.

Cheers mate. She totally broke my heart today (as if she hasn't the last time) by admitting that she's still going out with this other guy which she lied to me that she'd stop seeing when she...

It's been 2 months and I'm still living in hell, even though I've tried going out with various girls and have been partying hard.

I'm skeptical about counselling, but it's my last hope. Will...

my blanket misses its real owner..

Dude, she came back to you cus you're the best for her, case closed.

Of course this is not to say that you should become complacent, just cherish what you have recovered and don't lose it again.

Argh i hate you how can you get through your ****ing conscience to tell me "happy valentines day" thanks to you all my scars are opened up right at this moment it hurts like mother****ing hell

): ): ): ):

Thanks for the talk btw Helmet, I'm turning in and hope it will be a good day for us tml :)

I know what you mean... on one hand I have to create this aura of "unavailability" to increase attraction, so to speak; yet on the other it's quite a moral dilemma to play all these games because...

Won't that show me as irresponsible since I have agreed to?

Hmmm or maybe I'd still call her but after which do not respond to any small talk messages throughout the day. You think?

Yeah she usually either sends me an exclamation mark to attract my attention or simply "how're you today". In fact that stupid msg i sent her was after she did the former but did not follow up my...

yeah i know i try to not contact her as much as possible but it turns out whenever she talks to me i will kind of break down, esp if the conversation is going nowhere

she's now asking if i'm ok.. actually she talks to me every day online briefly but that's not getting anywhere.. we're supposed to meet next week though. she always seem to talk to me more after...

i sent a msg to her. ought to have controlled myself i know..

Some random passerby played with my door bell just now
I actually thought it was you paying me a surprise visit, how lame can I get :)
But its just that
Every time I get home, I wish your shoes...

so sorry to read your problems.. mine is nothing when compared to yours, though it hurts as hell as well..

good luck for all of us dude and take care

you're blowing hot and cold, its blowing my mind off :(

i miss you..

Update: We spontaneously went for a simple dinner tonight (she asked for it). When I was walking her home, I was compelled to kiss her but she turned her head and said "don't want", so I just smugged...

Guess you're right Incognito. After the initial "i miss you"s last night she's somewhat more 'secular' today, and I shall react by not acting again till the tide turns.

I hate this attraction game.

I definitely missed her like crazy but I was hanging on my pride... hate to admit it but when the break-up happened I begged her etc so I gotta man up a little in front of her.

I think the NC is...

Apparently my ex contacted me on MSN tonight after less than 24 hours of NC. She implied that she misses me, even asked me to introduce her the literatures that I'm into but she never took interest...

@ashley: ditto to what I'm feeling right now :( but I don't want to hate her we've been through so much together, even life and death (was a close shave).. sigh i just really want her back no matter...