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I am taking the steps necessary, but this post was more about me trying to understand if my core beliefs/desires were static or not. I am at a point where my solid goals/dreams are not clear and was...

It is ok, I am confused, and I don't really know what I mean - my mind is desperately trying to make sense of what I am going through. As for the steps, I have been self-teaching piano to bring out...

Thanks for the reply, I have changed my post to just ask one question.

The questions I can answer with certainty:

Why did you choose to train yourself to be unfeeling in the first place? - I...

I don't like dumping my problems on other people, I am not an attention seeker, and am not looking for sympathy. I am in my mid twenties....

Thank you M{r}s. Right for taking the time and effort to reply to my thread in such an honest and open minded way, I really appreciate your intent to help very much, so know that it brightened my day...

It is my belief that it just depends on the person, and I CANNOT talk for anybody other than myself. I personally have just gone through a loss and don't know your situation, so I will NOT compare.
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Thank you SadLove1980, you don't know how much I appreciate the honesty btw, you're just telling it like it is, and you are almost completely right... except that it seems simple and momentary to YOU...

I am male, and am tormented. All of my life I have been looking for my soulmate, and I think I may have found her, but she has gone now, and before it even lifted off... I fear I am going to be alone...