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This is really fXXked up, she used you like a doormat and after all these shit you still want to be with this person?

Do not contact this girl again unless you want to grieve more here daily....

This is kinda crucial in the kind of words you bring in the play....

But imo all you need to do now is to act more nonchalantly but at the same time sweet and flirty to her....

Take your time...

"Try to be his friend?" You deserve more than that.

Cut all contact and move on.

Yes you should get therapist help.