I am silenced

[cindycat]

I need to learn the meaning of silent
I need to close my mouth before I speak
I need to let the world just roll over me

My heart has a feeling that my head understands
and before I know it I have screwed up again
My feelings run deep like the ocean to the sand
But that is real, and you are not, my friend.

Long summers lost and cold winters remembered
I fear I will have these feelings forever
Most things have changed but I will always take the blame
In good times and bad my mouth will refrain

What was is now lost and what will seems the same
All the colors of the world have faded to grey
As I realize most hope is gone with each passing day

All of the green, blue, purple and yellow have vanished
Only shining behind the memory of your siloutte
A memory that I will have to forget

I could feel you for a moment that day
In a flash you went away
It was a cold winter's night
And I had to watch you leave without a fight

I live my life through the silence of my soul
In a world so dark and cold
The days of speaking have ended
My heart has been repremanded

[ispoky]

Thank you for the tender words

[krystal]

i love it, thank for your sharing.

[cuttingcrew]

Silence is golden. Perfect.