Sorry your hurting. Sometimes there are no answers in these situations. You just gotta feel the grief, experience the pain, try to be strong and you will come out the other side of it. It takes time but closure and healing will come in time. Look up the five stages of grief and try to surround yourself with positive people and things that make you happy. Join a hobby, study, focus on your career, keep busy.. you will be okay. Hugs
Sometimes people think the grass is greener and no matter how great you are, you will never be enough for someone who always wants more. Its his loss hun. H
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".